I had a sleep 15 hours today.
I went to bed at 0:00, after that got up at 6:00, after that retired again at 9:00.
I couldn’t awake me from wasted sleep until 17:00.
It was ridiculous, stupid, amazing, insane, and stupid.
I usually get rid of my homework which is about marketing over the weekend.
This is usual thing for me. I don’t feel I need to go somewhere.
Studying in my room or library is not boring but interesting because my major is marketing. Studying would save me at the business in the future. This reward is inestimable. Rate of Return on Investment seems to be pretty high.
And of course my purpose of this going abroad is studying marketing.
Gaining certificate of Marketing at University of Toronto would be powerful weapon in job hunting.
But I’m getting to be anxious about my behavior that I always study on the desk and will not go out to meet someone.
Although it has been almost 3 months since I came here, my speaking isn’t getting better.
And unfortunately… the result of class called Business Intelligence arrived at my hometown named Kashiwara.
Grade was 58% which is called marginal, means minimum level; parent might be so disappointed about it.
This level means that you should study much more hard. Your effort isn’t enough to say that you can be good at this subject of the class.
Yes, there are some reasons I think so. My amount time of study was not so much. I usually do other things when I had to study hard. I know.
58% was enough to make even me discourage and this number will be great medicine for my laziness.
Come to think of it, I wasn’t really so hard worker and in a bind and harry.
How did I waste my precious time?
What have I done for 3 months?
Why couldn’t I take grade much higher than I did?
What is my purpose now?
What can I do?